What's on your mind

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Me well hoping I can get this place buzzing

Joined here for the hell of it, I don't have any affiliation with any side at all. We don't want a clique on here...

Quite interesting finding photos of myself fucked out of me brains from Friday night, especially when i don't even remember them being taken...

Theres nothing I can really do but hope for the best,
What would really help is a damn good lawyer, a drug rehabilitation program, possibly some criminal justice counseling, but it all costs way more then i can afford to pay. So I just gotta get as much free or affordable legal advice as i can, and try fight the charges myself, im looking minimum 5 year probation and 4000 - 6000 fine, Max is 6 months in the joint.
Thanks for the offer man, but this is a lesson that i needed to learn myself and i must deal with the consequences.

Should of called Saul.

Good to see members posting, starting to feel more like an internet home.

Also good to see Oppy, hope things turn out good for you mate.

ok I accidently clicked it, but whats the plus and minus sign on the side of everyones posts for? like and dislike im guessing?

Damn, I thought they did that already?

I'll always welcome you back Adam. I don't think people will see you back as a mod or admin though but as a regular user I think most would be happy to see you.

^ Don't think so, seem to be rolling quite well so far. A couple of small arguments do not out weigh many years of dedication. You'll be fine.

If only trees could paint...

I had an especially hard day at work today, and on my way home, when I hopped into my car, "Have a drink on me" by AC/DC came on the radio. I think I will, AC/DC!

Ryudo wrote:

You know.I now see since last year I have struggled to keep a calm head at SD. But I dare anyone of them t go through what I did and not have issues. Every heart patient has the same issues. I wish I could have fixed it sooner. Now I see my struggles since last year have ruined 9 years I did for SD. They are even making things up just to blame me. I'm being painted as hitler. I can see I will never be welcomed back. Even in the last year when I knew I made mistakes I kept trying to fix it. However it kept being a temp band aid. I even defended them against Master K when he laid insults on us all. Before Yama took over I worked hard on the site to keep people interested. At HD daily I worked with Bysby to keep the site updated. (doing the same here with Law & Yuk) I did several all nighters with Yama to help the forums. Daily I fixed links for people and things that needed it. Helped people with registration issues. Name changes any account problems. Yet some mistakes that were the illness taking over ruined it all. I dunno but overnight backs were turned.

I'm sorry it's been hard these past couple days. It's troubling so many have suddenly taken the opportunity to pounce all over you. I know all the things you helped the dojo with over the years and spoke in your defense. Some people even thanked my posts, leading me to believe you had their support as well. Though when I looked today some of those thanks were withdrawn. Don't take it too personally, blue. I think part of it is just our seemingly human culture of tearing people down almost as fast as they are propelled up.

^they wern't withdrawn, the thanks counter was set to zero,
I think blue must totally forget about it and try to focus on his site/channel

Like I told you man, the only thing this will do is help strengthen our personal friendship, as we'll be hitting each other up to chat versus talk about Dojo drama you need my input on. A blessing in disguise? Well maybe not how it went down, but you get what I'm saying.

The only thing that bothered me was certain members went from 'let's cuddle' to 'lynch'. To ask for your modship? Fair game. To suddenly have legit hate? Not cool. Rest assured though, like when I had to ignore a few members early on, you're going to have to do the same now. Feeling change like the wind. Give it a few days and despite what you're thinking now, everyone would love to have you back as a member on equal footing. If you don't want that I think we can all understand, but nonetheless, that's how I see it going. I know I and definitely everyone here would.

Ryudo wrote:

Why was the counter reset? I had over 4400 Was not easy to get. Whatever. Day I leave the whole place is trying to erase I was even there. Fuck it

Dude, relax. If you know I'm running the site, you should know better. Not going to shit on you or your work. All of our thanks are gone, including my own. When the forums were merged they went out of whack and the mod doesn't allow re synchronizing, so it had to be done. Everyones. You still have the most posts and it shows. So no, nothing was reset of yours and you're still on the 'leaderboards' there and sticking out in Blue I may add with a contributor badge. If anything your account is glowing with recognition, not being shoved aside.

Jumping to conclusions and acting rash, haven't we learned from that bud? Please just learn to take a breather. It'd do you so much good. None of this would ever have happened. I understand it's your condition and all, but please if not for your sake do it for us and try not to let it get the best of you. You're too cool a guy to be made to look like someone your not.

^This is why Yama's a great Admin.

The ones that hate you will stay there, the ones that like you will come here. I don't see the problem.

Took my seven year old nephew to his first Karate lesson last night. Really hope he doesn't get bored of it too quickly.